serenity

White flag

thejerseynine — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 04:04:52 +0000

curtain falls, it’s a wrap ladies and gents.

The end.

The Singapore sling!

thejerseynine — Wed, 21 Jun 2006 15:01:39 +0000

This was totally impromptu as I only managed to get my ticket the day before I departed. So here I ammmm….home sweeeeeettt hoooommmee! Sigh! Can you believe it that it's sale everywhere here? Mcm CRAZY!!

Nads is arriving tomorrow with her family, we've planned to meet up somewhere and probably chill together at Starbucks or Gelare or Spinelli or Marche, etc etc, do some a little bit of damage to our credit cards and not forgetting cuceyy mata! Woohoo.

Funny thing is while I was out today, roaming around the streets of Orchard I had absolutely no idea what to buy! I guess anything pretty that I come across whilst I jalan2 bali tarus lah…else…stuff myself with them nyummy ice cream sandwiches and McCafe's chunky chicken sandwich and Haagen Dazs and Burger King and…err yea.

I miss my boy.

Give it up or take a huge leap

thejerseynine — Sat, 17 Jun 2006 16:21:55 +0000

Please. I dont need another 'rub in your face' statement. Thanks anyway. Puas hatinya.

Nothing is concrete

thejerseynine — Tue, 13 Jun 2006 14:25:09 +0000

Im one of those suckers for personality tests. I did one today and here's the result:

"Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken."

Unbelievably true. Gasps. I am a sucker.

Time for ME, ME and ME.

thejerseynine — Sun, 11 Jun 2006 04:34:05 +0000

When it comes to give and take, at some point you realize or feel that you've given a lot but somehow taking so very little in return. Ive been in this situation so much that all you merely care is to 'jaga' other people's feelings and ignore yours in order to make them happy and putting up to their expectations as a good daughter, friend, a shoulder to cry on blablabla.

Well guess what? Im so jaded of this already. I really want to quit putting up with people's idiosyncrasies like as if the world revolves around them. Did it ever cross their mind that I may be having some problems and hurt too? But then again they never did care or even bother to ask what's wrong because the spotlight is always on them. Its pretty useless to argue anyway.

So what's next…? Im trying to live my life to the fullest, keeping only me, myself and I happy and not dwell on whatever that's bothering me. Its best to push it aside and always see things on the brighter side of life. Call me a selfish bitch..but Im just so tired putting on a mask as if everything's fine and alright when behind the curtains they dont know what's really going on. Im tired of trying to be nice to people who will only take me for granted at the end.

Wang Ee once said this:

"Im not much worried now, I dont have to worry about anyone because it just aint worth it. Life has so much more to look forward to, I just have to take a good care of myself only…"

I believe in every word she said. Im done with blogging…

for now.

Those flip-flops, chic shorts and minis

thejerseynine — Mon, 29 May 2006 15:32:57 +0000

New layout. New shoes. New boyfriend (KIDDING!). Hehe.

Raving mad day, all started with a U-turn then unable to control the steering wheel. Shiznits. Oh and may I add crazy dysfunctional drivers who do not know how to use that useless roundabout? GRR. And yes, woke up so so so early again. Thanks babu for being my alarm clock almost everyday (sarcastic, okay?) She knows that I dont have one and I dont think I need one. Heh.

Thursday Ive a date with Tins (who was so tied up with work and school last week :p) from 11am onwards. Whoopee. We might do something more than just a date ah Tins? I really cant wait for I havent seen little miss Tina in yonks! ;p

Oh trow night's gonna be good…Im finally meeting Fadh after such a loooooooooooooooonnnnggg time! Last we had pacah time together was at Sugar and Spice with the Pikchies. Im trying to get up close and personal with the his team mates too. *growls* Nice. Very nice.

Im loving all the pretty oversized bags and to-die-for pump shoes and gaucho pants and polo shirts now. YEAY! Summer IS finally here.

Someone's arriving home soon and I heard this one cute boy too! Happy happy days!

Very beautiful contenders for Muey Thai Open

thejerseynine — Wed, 24 May 2006 12:45:44 +0000

Some of the (crazy) candidates for Muey Thai Championship 2006. Will be held in Bangkok, Thailand in June – Reuters.

All the best guys. Really. My prayers are with you.

I will stay with you through the ups and downs

thejerseynine — Sun, 21 May 2006 15:09:31 +0000

Good lazy Sunday today! I have been spending most of my hols indoor when I can actually go out and jalan2 with the girls but it's the malas factor really thats got into me since exam abis. MALAS. I dont know why. Lately I love the idea of staying at home, sleeping in and laze around the house doing absolutely nothing basically just stare into space. Maybe Im ageing? Nonsense excuse.

I really really want my boy to be home this summer. This feeling of missing him terribly sucks. Summer will be perfect having him around along with my girls =)

Alritey enough of ranting, Im off to watch V for Vendetta. AT LAST!

What I’m feeling for you never could I try to hide

thejerseynine — Wed, 17 May 2006 05:50:53 +0000

One misunderstanding, one cold text, one reply with a heavy guilt and an apology…

Im so so so sorry love. I didnt mean to hurt you nor want us to be this way.

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day…

For the 21st and alwaaaaaaayyyss~!

thejerseynine — Tue, 09 May 2006 15:26:41 +0000

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!

Had massive fun Kboxing with you and co. especially singing to aaaaaaaaallllwwwwaaaaayyyyyssss~! Hiihihihihii and and!! I loved the Earthquake! OMG. Sticky chewy chocolatee is the BEST! Thanks so much LOPS for everything… I treasure this friendship the most Eseh. Hehe cliche bunyinya but this really comes from the bottom of my heart (oooh! Britney's song! nice!)

XOXOXOXOXOXO.

p/s: ~and I loveeeee youuuuuuuuuuu alllwwwaaayyysss~